July was overwhelming. I don’t know why I’m using past tense, because obviously this month isn’t over yet, but I feel like I’ve wasted all my energy checking the „to do list” I had in mind. July exhausted me. I’m not exaggerating when I’m saying I felt the most horrible things ever during my bac exam. I couldn’t even eat properly, sleep at night or take care of myself. I was distracted, and after the first exam, I cracked.
Well, I don’t know ‘bout you, but I neglected a lot of things at school. I start learning pretty late, I didn’t care that much about the books I had to read or essays I gotta write. I always knew I’ll pass this exam, but I needed a certain score for the university I applied to, so this kinda wake me up. The experience ended up well. It proved me I’m not dealing okay with tense situations, I overreact and I hardly recover from „being panicked”.
Back to normal, I start enjoying my free days and had fun with my friends. After my last exam I went to mountain, I isolated myself from the city and from that depressing environment full of notebooks. I 🔥 all of them. After that, I went to Cluj, at Electric Castle, an music festival which had place in Bonțida (I’m sure you’ve heard of it). Good music, good vibes.